The Enlightenment

I'm back, but with more stuff to post about. I realized that my previous account was dedicated to only one thing, unlike me. I have more than one interest and my life is about more than just one thing, and if I ever look back on my LJ in the far future, I want to remember that. 
The best way to end an ending is with a new beginning.  
--Anonymous (I actually thought up of this , but someone else might have thought of it before me.)

~Lumos~   feb. 19th 2007

most of my LJ is now Friends Only...check out my profile, if you've got some similar interests, then add me (not that anyone really does ).

Ricky's off to Madrid...it's official.

damn.

rush of emotions...mostly depressing.



couldnt we have a repeat of that moment?

there goes my dream of seeing him this summer...

='(

zomg!!!
he's staying!!! xD xD xD


now my heart can rest


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgF6b5Z9VCI

<3

amazing milan fans there... i wish i could've been amidst that.
wow. just wow.

awww but poor baby Luca... =[

Ricky' leaving???? TT_TT TT_TT TT_TT



omg, he was crying!!! ='[



http://www.tuttomercatoweb.com/?action=read&id=136682

im hoping/praying this isn't true. this is worse than the sheva deal, b/c sheva wanted to leave... doesnt seem like kaka wants it.
and i knew Kaka didn't care about the money. there is nothing a sh*tty team like Man City can offer for him...why the heck would he want to go?? and all these milan fans questioning his integrity and loyalty.
if he goes, its because milan wanted him out, b/c he no longer felt welcome since milan didnt try to stop it, or his father wanted him out. the last one doesnt seem likely, but if it is any of the first two, i will definitely lose all my respect for the milan team managers and board and will be extremely angry at whoever it is that pushed for this.

football will never have the same appeal for me ever again.

i dunno how im gonna be able to watch this match against Fiorentina now...

how could berlusconi not see past the stupid $$$ ???

it would be a sad sad day in football. "If Kaka goes to Manchester City, football is dead."
football should not be a business.

damn!!!!!!!! i hate this. now im crying. dear ricky, dont go!!!

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kaka=king.

cuz i need sum hiati....
 
from LJ, from FB, and from the internet life in general.

aiight then....
 arrivederla.... for now.

ronaldo o fenomeno

injury. horrible. tendon. knee. rupture. crying. pain. torture. fans. comeback. potential. worldclass. best. uncertainty. career. end??

; _ ;


Ronie, please please please be okay! <3 

3rd icon attempt...experimenting with different designs and styles. they're almost all kaka icons, except for like a few.

most of these really suck and i know ive used a lot of old pictures, but there a few nice icons here and there. :]

teaser:

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En Sourdine

Calme dans le demi-jour
Que les branches hautes font,
Pénétrons bien notre amour
De ce silence profond.

Fondons nos âmes, nos cœurs,
Et nos sens extasiès,
Parmi les vagues langeurs
Des pins et des arbousiers.

Ferme tes yeux à demi,
Croise tes bras sur ton sein,
Et de ton cœur endormi
Chasse à jamais tout dessein.

Laissons-nous persuader
Au souffle berceur et doux,
Qui vient à te pieds rider
Les ondes de gazon roux.

Et quand, solennel, le soir
Des chênes noirs tombera,
Voix de notre désespoir
Le rossignol chantera.

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a beautiful poem by Paul Verlaine that I memorized for French class...I remember it still (with all the correct spelling and punctuation and even the accents) despite the fact that I memorized it more than a month ago.